Monday December 05th, 2022
Bury all your secrets in my skin.
I'm married unfortunately I find myself more and more lost and lonely. We are just going through the motions. It's the typically story. My husband is now content with the daily routines we've built in which he does as he pleases while having a loving, supportive, loyal wife backing him. I've BEGGED, and pleaded for more love, affection and attention, and yet I receive nothing but coldness, and rejection, it's as though I don't exist. I never knew marriage was this lonely. The sad truth of the matter is, I've been here so long anything else seems terrifying. I'm stuck. I know nothing else but this...I'm looking for something.... I'm not sure what. Maybe at least some conversation.